I do not believe in believing. That has to be
understood first.
Nobody asks me, ”Do you believe in the sun? Do you believe in the moon?”
Nobody asks me that question. Millions of people I have met, and for thirty
years continuously I have answered thousands of questions. Nobody asks me, ”Do
you believe in the roseflower?” There is no need. You can see: the roseflower
is there or it is not there. Only fictions, not facts, have to be believed.
God is the greatest fiction that man has created. Hence you have to
believe in him. And why does man have to create this fiction of God? There must
be some inner necessity. I don’t have that necessity so there is no question.
But let me explain to you why people have believed in God.
One of the
significant things to understand about man’s mind is that the mind is always
seeking and searching some meaning in life. If there is no meaning, suddenly
you feel then what are you doing here? Then why go on living? Then why go on
breathing? Then why tomorrow morning have you to get up again and go through
the same routine – the tea, the breakfast, the same wife, the same children,
the same phony kiss to the wife, and the same office, and the same work, and
comes the evening, and bored, utterly bored, you are back home – why go on
doing all this? The mind has a question: Is there any meaning in all this, or
are you just vegetating?
So man has been searching for meaning. He created God as a fiction to
fulfill his need for meaning. Without God, the world becomes accidental. It is
no more a creation of a wise God who creates it
I cannot say,
”There is God.” I cannot say, ”There is not God.” To me the question is
irrelevant. It is a fictitious phenomenon. My work is totally different.
My work
is to make your mind so mature that you can live with meaningless life, and yet
beautifully.
What is the
meaning of a rose, or a cloud floating in the sky? There is no meaning but
there is such tremendous beauty. There is no meaning. The river goes on flowing
but there is so much joy, meaning is not needed. And unless a man is able to
live without asking for meaning, moment to moment, beautifully, blissfully, for
no reason at all.... Just to breathe is enough. Why should you ask for what?
Why do you make life a business?
Is not love
enough? Have you to ask what is the meaning of love? And if there is no meaning
in love, then of course your life becomes loveless. You ask a wrong question.
Love is in itself enough; it needs no other meaning to make it beautiful, a
joy. The birds singing in the morning... what is the meaning? The whole
existence, to me, is meaningless. And the more I became silent and became
attuned with the existence, the more it became clear that there is no need for
meaning. It is enough as it is.
Don’t create
fictions. Once you create a fiction then you have to create a thousand and one
other fictions to support it, because it has no support in reality.
For example: there are religions which believe in God, and there are
religions which do not believe in God. So God is not a necessity for religion.
Buddhism does not believe in God, Jainism does not believe in God. So try to
understand, because in the West it is a problem. You are aware only of three
religions which are all rooted in Judaism: Christianity, Judaism and
Mohammedanism. All three believe in God. So you are not aware of Buddha. He
never believed in God.
I am reminded
of H.G.Wells, his statement about Gautam Buddha. He said, ”He is the most
godless person, yet the most godly.” A godless person, and godly? Do you think
there is any contradiction? There is no contradiction. Buddha never believed in
God, there was no need. He was so utterly fulfilled that his whole fulfillment
became a fragrance around him. Mahavira never believed in God, yet his life was
as divine as life can be.
So when I say
God is a fiction, please do not misunderstand me. God is a fiction but
godliness is not a fiction; that is a quality. ’God’ is a person... as a person
it is a fiction. There is no God sitting in heaven creating the world. And do
you think a God will create such a mess that you call the world? Then what is
left for the devil? If anybody has created this world it must be the devil, it
cannot be God.
But fictions – and old fictions, repeated millions of times – start
taking a reality of their own. It has been repeated so much that you don’t even
ask what kind of world God has created, what kind of man God has created. This
mad humanity.... In three thousand years man has fought five thousand
wars. This is a
creation of God? And still man is preparing for the total, suicidal, ultimate
war. ’God’ is behind it.
And what kind
of foolish fictions can become realities once you start believing in them!
’God’ created the world – Christians think it was exactly four thousand and
four years before Jesus Christ. Of course it must have been a Monday morning,
the first of January, I assume – because The Bible says so. Now there are
proofs, a thousand and one proofs, that this earth is millions of years old. We
have found, hidden in the earth, animals millions of years old and even man’s
fossilized bodies, thousands of years old. But what has the last pope said
about it? He said, ”The world was created exactly as it is said in The Bible.”
Four thousand and four years before Jesus? That means six thousand years ago.
All the evidence goes against it.
In India we
have found cities which are seven thousand years old. In India we have the
Vedas which are at least ten thousand years old, according to the very
scientific approach. According to the Hindus they are ninety thousand years
old, because in the Vedas there is a mention of a certain state of the stars
which happened ninety thousand years ago. Now, how can that be described in the
Vedas if they are not ninety thousand years old?
But what has
the last pope said? He said, ”God created the world with all these things.
Everything is possible for him; he created the world four thousand and four
years before Jesus, with animal bodies looking millions of years old.”
Everything is possible for ’God’. One fiction, then you have to support it with
another fiction, and you can go to the point of absurdity. And why? Again and
again man has asked this question.
A simple, very
simple argument has been behind it. You see an earthen pot. You know it cannot
be created by itself; there must have been a potter. This has been the simple
argument of all these religions: that if even a single earthen pot cannot be
created by itself and needs a potter to create it, this vast universe needs a
creator. And it has satisfied the simple human mind. But it cannot satisfy a
sophisticated, rational mind.
If you say the
universe needs a God to create it, then the question is bound to arise, ”Who
created God?” And then you fall into a regress absurdum. Then God one is
created by God two, and God two is created by God three, and God three by God
four, and then there can be no end. I don’t want to be absurd like that. It is
better to stop the first fiction; otherwise you are sowing the seeds for other
fictions.
I say existence itself is enough, it needs no
creator. It is creativity itself.
So rather than
asking me do I believe in a creator, you should ask me what is my substitute
for God, the creator. My substitute is the existential energy of creativity.
And to me, to be creative is the most important
religious quality.
If you create a
song, if you create music, if you create a garden, you are being religious.
Going to the church is foolish, but creating a garden is tremendously
religious. That’s why here in my commune, work is called worship. We don’t pray
in any other way, we pray only through creating something. To me, creativity is
God. But it will be better if you allow me to change the word god
into godliness,
because I don’t want to be misunderstood. There is no person like God, but
there is tremendous energy – exploding, unending, expanding. This expanding,
unending, exploding energy, this creativity, is divine.
I know it; I don’t believe in it.
I have tasted it; I don’t believe in it.
I have touched it, I have breathed it.
I have known it in the deepest core of my being.
And it is as
much in you as it is in me. Just a look inwards, just a little one hundred and
eighty degree turn, and you become aware of a truth. Then you don’t ask for
beliefs. Only blind people believe in light. Those who have eyes... they don’t
believe in light; they simply see it.
I don’t want
you to believe in anything, I want you to have eyes; and when you can have eyes
why be satisfied with a belief and remain blind? And you are not blind. Perhaps
you are only keeping your eyes closed. Perhaps nobody has told you that you can
open your eyes. Then you live in darkness, and in darkness you ask, ”Does light
exist?”
I am reminded
of a small story in Buddha’s life. A man was brought to Gautam Buddha who was
blind, but was a very logical man. He was so logical that his village and the
pundits of the village became utterly fed up with his logic. They could not
prove to him that light exists. The whole village knew; everybody saw it, only
the blind logician was unable to see it. But he was a very logical man. He
said, ”Anything that exists can be touched. Bring light – I would like to touch
it. Anything that exists, you can hit it with something, it will make sound.
Let me hear the sound of your light being hit by something. If it has any smell
bring it to my nose, I can smell it. If it has any taste, I can taste it. These
are the four possibilities with me.”
Now, you cannot
taste light, and you cannot create a sound out of it, and you cannot smell it,
and you cannot touch it. And the blind logician would laugh and he would say,
”You just want to prove me blind, hence you have created this fiction of light.
There is no light. You are all blind just like me; you are befooling yourself.”
Buddha was
passing by the side of the village, so the villagers thought, ”It is a good
opportunity; let us take this logician to Gautam Buddha, perhaps he may be able
to help.”
Buddha listened
to the whole story and he said, ”The blind man is right, and you are all wrong,
because what he needs is not argumentation; he needs medicine for his eyes to
be cured. And you have brought him to the wrong person. Take him to a
physician.”
Buddha had his own personal physician who was provided by a great king,
Bimbisara, to take care of Buddha’s body. So Buddha said, ”You need not go far
to find a great physician, I have one with me. You can show the blind man to
him.” And he left the physician in the village and he moved on. In three months
the blind man’s eyes were opened. He was not really blind – just a small disease;
a small, thin layer was covering his vision. It was removed. He came dancing.
He fell at Buddha’s
Godliness is
not something that argument can prove or disprove. It is something that you can
experience.
You will be
surprised to know that the word medicine and the word meditation come from the
same root. Medicine cures the body, meditation cures your being; it is the
inner medicine.
I have
experienced godliness everywhere, because nothing else exists. But there is no
God. And if you want to experience godliness – just a little bit of meditation,
a little bit of becoming thoughtless and remaining aware. When your awareness
is there and thoughts start dropping like leaves in the fall, and when there is
only awareness and there is not a single thought there, you will have the
taste, the very taste on your tongue, of what I am saying. And unless you have
tasted, don’t believe me; don’t believe anyone, because belief can become a
beggar. You may become satisfied with the belief, and you may never try.
I just heard
yesterday... Sheela told me President Reagan wants one minute’s silence in
every school, college and institution. The idea is great, but I don’t know
whether Reagan understands what it means, one minute’s silence. He must be
meaning simply one minute keeping quiet, not speaking. Not speaking is not
silence. You may not be speaking, you may not be uttering anything, but inside
a thousand and one thoughts are running. There is a continuous flow of
thoughts, day in, day out.
I would like to
tell President Reagan first to try one minute’s silence. That means for one
minute no thought moves on the screen of awareness. It is not easy. It is one
of the most difficult things in the world. But it can happen if you continue to
try.
And if it
happens for one minute, that’s enough. If for one minute you can be in a state
where no thought moves.... This has been my whole life’s work, teaching people
how to be silent.
People have
tried keeping a watch by their side: not even twenty seconds – one minute is
too big, not even twenty seconds can they remain without thought. One thought
after another, running.... And even if they can remain for twenty seconds, the
thought comes, ”Aha! Twenty seconds!” Finished – the thought has come.
If you can be
silent for one minute, you have learned the art. Then you can be silent for two
minutes, because it is the same; the second minute is not different from the first.
You can be silent for three minutes; all the minutes are the same.
Once you know
the way... and the way is not something which can be told to you; you have to
just sit with closed eyes and start watching your thoughts. In the beginning
there will be a great rush hour, but slowly you will find the street is less
and less crowded; less cars are passing, less thoughts are passing, less people
are passing, gaps are becoming bigger. If one continues patiently, in three
months’ time he will certainly be able to attain one minute’s silence.
I don’t know if
President Reagan has ever tasted it, because any man who can taste silence will
not try to be a president of a country, cannot be in politics. It is not for
meditators, it is for mediocres. It is for all kinds of fools and idiots.
I have heard:
before Reagan became president he used to have a monkey... I have just heard, I
don’t know whether it is true or not. The day Ronald Reagan was elected
president one of my American sannyasins brought a picture to me of Ronald
Reagan with his monkey, and he said, ”Reagan is declared president today – what
is your comment?”
I looked at the
picture for a long time. The sannyasin appeared puzzled and asked, ”What is the
matter? What are you looking at in the picture?”
I said to him,
”I cannot figure out who is Reagan and who is the monkey. Out of these two
fellows, who has been elected the president?”
He laughed and
showed me a picture of Reagan, and I still remember my comment, that ”It would
have been better if the monkey had been chosen as president.” Surely the
Kremlin would have followed immediately and would have chosen a monkey as their
prime minister. They cannot tolerate America being ahead of them. And one thing
is absolutely certain: that with a monkey in the White House and a monkey in
the Kremlin, the world would be saved from a third world war, which is going to
destroy the whole of humanity and the whole of life on earth.
Politicians are
monkeys. In fact monkeys should forgive me – they are worse. But the idea is
good; once in a while, even in a monkey’s mind a good idea can come. But if he
really means it, I can provide the people who can teach every university, every
college and school, how to be silent. I can send my sannyasins all over America
to teach silence.
Okay Sheela?
Osho: From Unconciousness to Consciousness CHAPTER 2
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